Wednesday, June 27, 2001
Pick one and only your best answer counts. Increasingly difficult to write when I start painting, Not that they fight, perhaps they tussle around a bit, creeping in here, creeping in there, one knocks on the door, comes for a visit, the other leaves and journeys away. One flies, the other is still learning to walk. Painting rides a wild trail, writing slowly turns the corner to discover. One is clear, one is purposely unclear even evasive, not sneaky so much as telling you in small bits of conversation: what, who, there, now, okay, sure, yes, I'm sure, no decaf, yes, sexy, that's pointed, don't worry, don't argue, that's pleasant, I miss, I want, you are, they are, there were, back then, in the future, blue, stroking, soft, throwing the physical into it, moving across the surface, may I take your order, no you may not, favorite shirts, please wait til the ride comes to a complete stop, not recommended for children under 10 years of age, objects in mirror are close than they appear, warning, the admission is free, do not enter, please come in, employees must wash hands before returning to work, biggie size it, coming soon to a theatre near you, sexy man, husker red, burning, keep notes, send mail, burn this, burn that, lift this, pantera on headphones, return to primal, push, pull, organize, fitting out, furnishing, identifying, sign posting. Your total for paint and canvas comes to. I won't tell you anything, I will tell you everything, this is fiction, non fiction, good, bad, simple and or complex. Funny, I want to goof around, so serious these days, letting go feels so right. A special book by Nabakov is driving me, propped up on elbows, supine on summer lawns, on break for lunch. Sheeeesh you devil man watcher, I chuckle so as that one hottie oh mercy mercy, the one with the glasses, eating a hotdog, as funny as that may sound un huh. Days like these are about doing, when I feel like I have very little to say, that something gets down here. That's pleasant, that's okay, not everything, not today.

*Fresh new playlist and a workout to change things up a bit for summer.
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